ghostly

Reality knocks on my door, and I'm about to cry

I tried to shut down the world, but it's time to say goodbye

You and I will live and die...well, so what?

Because I want to be with you,

because I want to be with you,

because I want to be with you

until I die.

RADWIMPS - 七ノ歌

Some days, I feel like I'm not even there. A ghost.

Also, I experienced a brain orgasm today. Most uncomfortable feeling, EVER. I feel sick just thinking about it...however, through it, I learned something about myself:

1. Testing the limits of my physical being is not my thing.
2. Testing the limits of my imagination and my courage is totally my thing.

Anyways, I'm not particularly looking forward to tomorrow. I feel like if I carry out the 'plan', I'll completely lose a part of myself, and I can only imagine feeling worse than I felt today.